Tuesday, October 6, 2009

..buying house and filling dreams...

i have dreams...many dreams...may be most of it associated with material. i want to have car, house, money, money and more money...and may be qualifications too.

but, i'm not that very fortunate...still, i'm grateful and feeling fortunate of what i have now...never one day i would want to prefer otherwise...hmm...may be for better. so i could pursue my other dreams...reading more books and writing books and gardening. well, mom and dad have plenty of space to garden anyway.

and i can open bookstore, or book for rent or library for that matter so, i could be in the athmosphere i love the most. and i can write and earn money...and become popular. yes, i love to be popular. better still, a best seller! ha ha, that's what we called dreams. keep dreaming and who knows it would come true one day? just work for it...

oh yeah, it was sometime knocked my mind that why is it matter when woman doesnt marries? well, i remember that the 'hukum' was initially harus...and that point i know i must check. it's in my mind that not being married is not 'haram'. or was it? wait. let me check again.

never mind, i can't find in the internet...i can't be bothered. too much info. i'll read from the book instead. think if i go to the curve now, is ok. or not? later...argh...again i put off thing...i'm total procratinator!

and...i'm forgetful. was it because i'm a single minded?

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